confused yet tempted

Remember that movie Yes man?
well .... Carl ~ by jim carrey
he somehow reminds me of who i am~~ sometimes....

there are some familiar questions
do u wanna do this?
are u interested in this dude?
boy juz giv it a shot....

hah wad ironic is.... normally
i said No =.= thank you

After watching tat freak show
it did change some of my perspectives toward offers
well atleast i tried

then....
I was back to square one zz

and today,
i was " educated" and was offered to attend this um... seminar o.o
which would probably help me in getting a job
lol i know this sounds kinda surreal
i was less motivated at first
now, i may hv changed my mind

sigh...

This was ME

ONce

i was a little sweetHeart

then

i grew into a total retard





The day i made u Proud



The day i made u crying out loud

crap

u know what....
i find life is rather boring right now,
nth much to do
did alot more thinkin than i normally would =.=
sigh...

luckily
there is something that keeps my mind occupied for the moment
that is gettin my license done asap
hah
took long enough to get things started

well.. for the time being
passed undang test
didnt excel though
but... its more than enough hah XD

ALSO
CNY is comin
HohoHO !! lol

all day long and this

my mom hit me early morning saying
cmon let get ur licence thingy done by today =.=
go take a bath and get dressed up chap chap~

boy oh boy i knew something wasnt right......
i was right!!!
she did hv an ulterior-motive zzz

hv to accompany her throughout whole day to get her c.cards/bills/check/clothing/....

after all the hustles
finally goin back home

ON the way back home
i started grumbling
i was hungry
i was frustrated
she's started quacking
i started yelling

i,,,,
smashed the car =.=lll
LOL


now she wont talk to me ~.....

Damnit

51st post

hah this will be my 51st post~

my alarm hit me around half past 9
brush up, changed.... blah blah blah...
MONT KIARA!!!!!

well comparison to last time
Worse....
or worsT~

there's practically NTH there damnit
and guess what
we left after juz 20 minutes LOL

Next stop~
MEGA mall o.o

watched a movie
-> four christmas, reese witherspoon HOT~

(summarised ) =.=
Then~
paid Rm 8 for parking

what on heaven's f*ck is that!! =.=lll

the end.

spending time alone thinking

sometime juz cant stand sitting and staring at the idiot box whole day long =.=

wanted to look for a job zzz yea rite.... like thats gonna happen
wanted to play online games zzz oh cmon after 3 damn years??
wanted to cook ... o.o um did that~
wanted to drive... Mom!! where the heck are u!~~
wanted to scream.... bring me my pillow!!
wanted to look for a decent gf? sigh~~

Im goin home



Its a damn cold night

A new head start

H appiness depends upon your outlook on life.
A ttitude is just as important as ability.
P assion find yours this year!
P ositive thoughts make everything easier.
Y ou are unique, with special gifts, use them.

N ew beginnings with a new year.
E nthusiasm a true secret of success.
W ishes may they turn into goals.

Y ears go by to quickly, enjoy them.
E nergy may you have lots of it.
A ppreciation of life, don't take it for granted.
R elax take the time to relax in this coming year.

Go for it guys XD