hoooooh..... sigh...........
finally, tumoro' the day, where everything ends :)
well not literally everything, but the spm XD
whoooooo~~~~~~~ lalalalalala mememazzzzchihihihihizizizizizzigigigi gagaa
lol
man i cant wait the moment where we all laugh our way out of the hall haha
if im not mistaken it should be 14 hours away from now ......
okay~~ best of luck to every1 takin acc tumoro, and to those whom acc is their last subj
salvation!!!!!
to those who's still havin test after tumoro...
I PITY U hahaha f3 jin
lol juz joking.... XD
all the best anyway
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Saturday, November 29, 2008
uncertainties
today happen to be the day where i practiced acc the most lol
well u see, i dun practice acc alot coz.... ima lazy =.=
haha , had study group over mcD XD
lol can stop eatin, too temptin XP
but it turn out quite... OK
atleast i know wad i was doin for the past 5 hours there
sigh, i wonder where am i headin after spm,
there are many choices to choose from but,...
i dunno y, but i hv this weird feelings
like im doubting myself if i could do better than i already am in the outside world
all these seems like an enclosed door
waitin keys to open them
wonderin how time had passed so quickly
and the moment of joy we spent together
the foolish time we had over each other
now
memories are all that's left
and it will always live within me.....
well u see, i dun practice acc alot coz.... ima lazy =.=
haha , had study group over mcD XD
lol can stop eatin, too temptin XP
but it turn out quite... OK
atleast i know wad i was doin for the past 5 hours there
sigh, i wonder where am i headin after spm,
i dunno y, but i hv this weird feelings
like im doubting myself if i could do better than i already am in the outside world
all these seems like an enclosed door
waitin keys to open them
wonderin how time had passed so quickly
and the moment of joy we spent together
the foolish time we had over each other
now
memories are all that's left
and it will always live within me.....
Thursday, November 27, 2008
narrow down to one
foooh..............
juz ripped est off my list :D
now all thats left is -----> account =.=
god damn, i almost blew my est paper 1 ( essay)
i flipped through few pages ahead....
" okay.... okay..... not so bad....... oh... its gear,,,,, OH SHYT nutrients!!!"
awe.... my
this est "thing" really suck, its either chemist/bio*/physics ....crap
and nutrients are under <> which it isnt 1 of my subdj...
so,, all i could do is to SQueeeeeeeeezzze all the juice from my brain and
try to recall what i remembered when i was in form 2 /....." science"
and i thought it was eassssy~~~
guess i was wrong
under-estimated its POTENTIAL THREAT / A killer
+ as soon as the clock strike 1515
most pppl scream here and there like no bloody shyt buisness.... sigh
well i guess they couldnt help it
4 days remaining.......
juz ripped est off my list :D
now all thats left is -----> account =.=
god damn, i almost blew my est paper 1 ( essay)
i flipped through few pages ahead....
" okay.... okay..... not so bad....... oh... its gear,,,,, OH SHYT nutrients!!!"
awe.... my
this est "thing" really suck, its either chemist/bio*/physics ....crap
and nutrients are under <> which it isnt 1 of my subdj...
so,, all i could do is to SQueeeeeeeeezzze all the juice from my brain and
try to recall what i remembered when i was in form 2 /....." science"
and i thought it was eassssy~~~
guess i was wrong
under-estimated its POTENTIAL THREAT / A killer
+ as soon as the clock strike 1515
most pppl scream here and there like no bloody shyt buisness.... sigh
well i guess they couldnt help it
4 days remaining.......
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
sighn....
Monday, November 24, 2008
The most valuable Present
Alright...
the story is comin to an end now....
but before that
i would like to express something that was held within me all this while
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
okay...
lol , havin toooo much info at the moment
hv to even it up by lettin some of it go LOL
kinda bored
okay the story ends this way...
several decades later,
the man, now happy, prosperous and respected,
had become an old man himself
one day, a young couple with a little girl moved in down the street
before long the couple came by to visit
the little girl enjoyed listening to the " old man"
"what makes him so special?" she wondered
"how could someone so old,be so happy?"
One day she asked him, the old man smiled
and he told her abt the Present
As she ran off to play, the old man heard her exclaim, "WOW!
"i hope someday someone gives me .....
The Present. :D
* the reason i shared this story is coz i think it may help one of u out there~
and its worth while sharing with others
those of u who had read my blog,
and read the story Thoroughly,
you ald had the best present from me yet..
so .... dun ask for any birthday gift from me huh!! haha
the story is comin to an end now....
but before that
i would like to express something that was held within me all this while
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
okay...
lol , havin toooo much info at the moment
hv to even it up by lettin some of it go LOL
kinda bored
okay the story ends this way...
several decades later,
the man, now happy, prosperous and respected,
had become an old man himself
one day, a young couple with a little girl moved in down the street
before long the couple came by to visit
the little girl enjoyed listening to the " old man"
"what makes him so special?" she wondered
"how could someone so old,be so happy?"
One day she asked him, the old man smiled
and he told her abt the Present
As she ran off to play, the old man heard her exclaim, "WOW!
"i hope someday someone gives me .....
The Present. :D
* the reason i shared this story is coz i think it may help one of u out there~
and its worth while sharing with others
those of u who had read my blog,
and read the story Thoroughly,
you ald had the best present from me yet..
so .... dun ask for any birthday gift from me huh!! haha
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Success is becomin...
"while it is not wise to be in the future,
for tht us how u lose yourself in worry or anxiety
it is important to plan for the future.
No one can predict the future
however the more u plan for wad u want to see happen
the less anxious you are in the Present
and the more the Future is known to you
picture what a wonderful future would be like
create a realistic plan to help it happen
put ur plan into action in The Present
Reflecting on what the old man had told him
the young man returned to work more excited with more clarity
each morning he planned his day in advance
he set goals for each week
and each month in the same way
It was paying off. he was good at his job
and was confident he could handle all task.
Over the years, the young man grew into a man
he stayed in touch with the old man all this while
however , one day the inevitable happened
the old man died
his wise voice could no longer be heard
the funeral that followed was attended by the city's leading men and women
as well as boys and girls from the clubs the old man had sponsored
As the man sat and listened,
he realized how extraodinary the old man was
he had made such a difference in so many people's lives
the man wondered," what could i do to be like the old man, and help others?"
he wondered y the old man had spent so much time helpin him and others
to learn about the Present
infact everything the old man did carried with it a sense of Purpose
and it was this sense of Purpose that tied the Present,Past, and the Future together
and gave his life meaning.
the man opened his eyes. this was it!
this was the thread that pulled all it together.
Living in the Present, Learning from the past and planning to the future
is not all there is.
it is only when you live with Purpose and respond to what's important
about the Present, Past and Future,
that it all has meaning
when u live and work with purpose
and respond to what is important now
you are more able to lead, manage, support, befriend and love
the man now realized he needed to plan his future
without his trusted mentor to guide him.
he knew what the old man would say:
the man had enough.he had enough.He was enough
some people choose to receive The Present
when they are young. others when they are in middle age.
some when they are very old
And, some people never do.
the young man had found his purpose.
he would help others discover what he had learned
with what the old man had taught him, he realized:
Success is becoming who you are capable of being.
and progressing toward worthwhile goals
each of us defines ourselves what it means
to be successful
for tht us how u lose yourself in worry or anxiety
it is important to plan for the future.
No one can predict the future
however the more u plan for wad u want to see happen
the less anxious you are in the Present
and the more the Future is known to you
picture what a wonderful future would be like
create a realistic plan to help it happen
put ur plan into action in The Present
Reflecting on what the old man had told him
the young man returned to work more excited with more clarity
each morning he planned his day in advance
he set goals for each week
and each month in the same way
It was paying off. he was good at his job
and was confident he could handle all task.
Over the years, the young man grew into a man
he stayed in touch with the old man all this while
however , one day the inevitable happened
the old man died
his wise voice could no longer be heard
the funeral that followed was attended by the city's leading men and women
as well as boys and girls from the clubs the old man had sponsored
As the man sat and listened,
he realized how extraodinary the old man was
he had made such a difference in so many people's lives
the man wondered," what could i do to be like the old man, and help others?"
he wondered y the old man had spent so much time helpin him and others
to learn about the Present
infact everything the old man did carried with it a sense of Purpose
and it was this sense of Purpose that tied the Present,Past, and the Future together
and gave his life meaning.
the man opened his eyes. this was it!
this was the thread that pulled all it together.
Living in the Present, Learning from the past and planning to the future
is not all there is.
it is only when you live with Purpose and respond to what's important
about the Present, Past and Future,
that it all has meaning
when u live and work with purpose
and respond to what is important now
you are more able to lead, manage, support, befriend and love
the man now realized he needed to plan his future
without his trusted mentor to guide him.
he knew what the old man would say:
the man had enough.he had enough.He was enough
some people choose to receive The Present
when they are young. others when they are in middle age.
some when they are very old
And, some people never do.
the young man had found his purpose.
he would help others discover what he had learned
with what the old man had taught him, he realized:
Success is becoming who you are capable of being.
and progressing toward worthwhile goals
each of us defines ourselves what it means
to be successful
The Future
On his way to work the next morning
the young man thought about what the old man had said.
that day he worked hard stayin fully engaged in The Present moment
and he looked for opportunities to learn from the past
when the same person once again failed to contribute her part of the task
he talked with her about his concerns
she was happy that the young man had been honest with her
she understand the need to get the job done right
the young man felt good that he had learned from his past experience
and had acted differently
in the weeks ahead
the young man became more effective at his job
However, as he faced the increasin demand on his time that
his new position demanded,
he found it difficult to juggle everything succesfully
Although he always focused on the present moment,
yet he arrived each morning with more and more task to do
Before long, projects spun out of his control.
when his boss confronted him,
the young man could only throw up his hands at the amount of work he had
Discouraged and uncertain about what to do
the young man once again went to visit his friend the old man
"how are u?" the old man asked
" i dont understand," the young man replied.
"i've been fully immersed in The Present
"I have worked at drawin from the past,
without dwelling on past regrets
"yet i cant handle anything. maybe the job is too big for me"
The old man nodded " yes u are learning from The Past,
and using these elements to improve the present
i could sense u are more appreciative of the world around you
so, you are making great progress."
" However, what u havent grasped yet is the importance
of the third element.....
The Future
the young man thought about what the old man had said.
that day he worked hard stayin fully engaged in The Present moment
and he looked for opportunities to learn from the past
when the same person once again failed to contribute her part of the task
he talked with her about his concerns
she was happy that the young man had been honest with her
she understand the need to get the job done right
the young man felt good that he had learned from his past experience
and had acted differently
in the weeks ahead
the young man became more effective at his job
However, as he faced the increasin demand on his time that
his new position demanded,
he found it difficult to juggle everything succesfully
Although he always focused on the present moment,
yet he arrived each morning with more and more task to do
Before long, projects spun out of his control.
when his boss confronted him,
the young man could only throw up his hands at the amount of work he had
Discouraged and uncertain about what to do
the young man once again went to visit his friend the old man
"how are u?" the old man asked
" i dont understand," the young man replied.
"i've been fully immersed in The Present
"I have worked at drawin from the past,
without dwelling on past regrets
"yet i cant handle anything. maybe the job is too big for me"
The old man nodded " yes u are learning from The Past,
and using these elements to improve the present
i could sense u are more appreciative of the world around you
so, you are making great progress."
" However, what u havent grasped yet is the importance
of the third element.....
The Future
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