confused yet tempted

Remember that movie Yes man?
well .... Carl ~ by jim carrey
he somehow reminds me of who i am~~ sometimes....

there are some familiar questions
do u wanna do this?
are u interested in this dude?
boy juz giv it a shot....

hah wad ironic is.... normally
i said No =.= thank you

After watching tat freak show
it did change some of my perspectives toward offers
well atleast i tried

then....
I was back to square one zz

and today,
i was " educated" and was offered to attend this um... seminar o.o
which would probably help me in getting a job
lol i know this sounds kinda surreal
i was less motivated at first
now, i may hv changed my mind

sigh...