Just random

Sometimes i just feel turn around

not knowing every single thing around me and how important it is to me

i always thought i could overcome every single punch being thrown at me

and to do what i believe is right

in the end, i found out

it wasnt real

i never showed my weaker side to almost, everybody

coz i know it would make me insecure or intimidated ,

i was wrong

i nvr nvr nvr believe in excuses

coz 90% of em are all bullshitz

in the end, i was the one who made all the excuses

*bullshit*

ppl say ignorance is bless

i dunno if thats true or not

i like ignorance for some reasons

dun ask me why

i like ideas

i like the ideas of being something

just like everybody else

but what separates ppl is

being held up to the ideas of being something and actually doing it

guess where i am..

im not the kind of person who fancy sweet stuffs

yet i love snickers just the way it is

oo i wish i have one now~

im looking for something

something that makes it all complete

just like puzzle pieces being put together

watching sunsets is the most amazing thing

but all that i've seen

were never pretty

i had fever so fucked up

i almost had my mirror broken into pieces.

i had the best fever,

coz i did the most amazing thing before i had it

i made a lot of lost

was wondering if i could make up for it

but time is not all that i need

just sheer willpower ,

im not motivated.

maybe,

just maybe, i could need someone to hear from me once awhile

just so i know where im standing