Sunday, November 30, 2008

the moment

hoooooh..... sigh...........
finally, tumoro' the day, where everything ends :)
well not literally everything, but the spm XD

whoooooo~~~~~~~ lalalalalala mememazzzzchihihihihizizizizizzigigigi gagaa

lol

man i cant wait the moment where we all laugh our way out of the hall haha

if im not mistaken it should be 14 hours away from now ......

okay~~ best of luck to every1 takin acc tumoro, and to those whom acc is their last subj
salvation!!!!!

to those who's still havin test after tumoro...
I PITY U hahaha f3 jin

lol juz joking.... XD

all the best anyway

Saturday, November 29, 2008

uncertainties

today happen to be the day where i practiced acc the most lol
well u see, i dun practice acc alot coz.... ima lazy =.=

haha , had study group over mcD XD
lol can stop eatin, too temptin XP

but it turn out quite... OK
atleast i know wad i was doin for the past 5 hours there

sigh, i wonder where am i headin after spm,

there are many choices to choose from but,...
i dunno y, but i hv this weird feelings
like im doubting myself if i could do better than i already am in the outside world
all these seems like an enclosed door
waitin keys to open them

wonderin how time had passed so quickly
and the moment of joy we spent together
the foolish time we had over each other

now
memories are all that's left
and it will always live within me.....

Thursday, November 27, 2008

narrow down to one

foooh..............
juz ripped est off my list :D
now all thats left is -----> account =.=

god damn, i almost blew my est paper 1 ( essay)

i flipped through few pages ahead....
" okay.... okay..... not so bad....... oh... its gear,,,,, OH SHYT nutrients!!!"
awe.... my

this est "thing" really suck, its either chemist/bio*/physics ....crap

and nutrients are under <> which it isnt 1 of my subdj...

so,, all i could do is to SQueeeeeeeeezzze all the juice from my brain and
try to recall what i remembered when i was in form 2 /....." science"

and i thought it was eassssy~~~
guess i was wrong
under-estimated its POTENTIAL THREAT / A killer

+ as soon as the clock strike 1515
most pppl scream here and there like no bloody shyt buisness.... sigh
well i guess they couldnt help it

4 days remaining.......

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

sighn....

sigh..... the story juz ended
lol..
got headache .... headache .... bleah... bleah....
feel like eatin spaghetti lol

where can i get food at this hour ... *think*
hungry~~~~ fatigue.......





today's physics was a bump
din slp well for the past few days
yawn~~~










Monday, November 24, 2008

The most valuable Present

Alright...
the story is comin to an end now....
but before that
i would like to express something that was held within me all this while

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

okay...
lol , havin toooo much info at the moment
hv to even it up by lettin some of it go LOL

kinda bored
keen

okay the story ends this way...

several decades later,
the man, now happy, prosperous and respected,
had become an old man himself

one day, a young couple with a little girl moved in down the street
before long the couple came by to visit

the little girl enjoyed listening to the " old man"
"what makes him so special?" she wondered
"how could someone so old,be so happy?"

One day she asked him, the old man smiled
and he told her abt the Present

As she ran off to play, the old man heard her exclaim, "WOW!
"i hope someday someone gives me .....

The Present. :D

* the reason i shared this story is coz i think it may help one of u out there~
and its worth while sharing with others

those of u who had read my blog,
and read the story Thoroughly,
you ald had the best present from me yet..

so .... dun ask for any birthday gift from me huh!! haha

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Success is becomin...

"while it is not wise to be in the future,
for tht us how u lose yourself in worry or anxiety
it is important to plan for the future.

No one can predict the future
however the more u plan for wad u want to see happen
the less anxious you are in the Present
and the more the Future is known to you

picture what a wonderful future would be like
create a realistic plan to help it happen
put ur plan into action in The Present

Reflecting on what the old man had told him
the young man returned to work more excited with more clarity
each morning he planned his day in advance
he set goals for each week
and each month in the same way
It was paying off. he was good at his job
and was confident he could handle all task.

Over the years, the young man grew into a man
he stayed in touch with the old man all this while
however , one day the inevitable happened
the old man died
his wise voice could no longer be heard

the funeral that followed was attended by the city's leading men and women
as well as boys and girls from the clubs the old man had sponsored

As the man sat and listened,
he realized how extraodinary the old man was
he had made such a difference in so many people's lives
the man wondered," what could i do to be like the old man, and help others?"

he wondered y the old man had spent so much time helpin him and others
to learn about the Present
infact everything the old man did carried with it a sense of Purpose
and it was this sense of Purpose that tied the Present,Past, and the Future together
and gave his life meaning.

the man opened his eyes. this was it!
this was the thread that pulled all it together.

Living in the Present, Learning from the past and planning to the future
is not all there is.
it is only when you live with Purpose and respond to what's important
about the Present, Past and Future,
that it all has meaning

when u live and work with purpose
and respond to what is important now
you are more able to lead, manage, support, befriend and love

the man now realized he needed to plan his future
without his trusted mentor to guide him.
he knew what the old man would say:

the man had enough.he had enough.He was enough
some people choose to receive The Present
when they are young. others when they are in middle age.
some when they are very old
And, some people never do.

the young man had found his purpose.
he would help others discover what he had learned
with what the old man had taught him, he realized:

Success is becoming who you are capable of being.
and progressing toward worthwhile goals
each of us defines ourselves what it means
to be successful

The Future

On his way to work the next morning
the young man thought about what the old man had said.

that day he worked hard stayin fully engaged in The Present moment
and he looked for opportunities to learn from the past

when the same person once again failed to contribute her part of the task
he talked with her about his concerns
she was happy that the young man had been honest with her
she understand the need to get the job done right

the young man felt good that he had learned from his past experience
and had acted differently
in the weeks ahead
the young man became more effective at his job

However, as he faced the increasin demand on his time that
his new position demanded,
he found it difficult to juggle everything succesfully

Although he always focused on the present moment,
yet he arrived each morning with more and more task to do

Before long, projects spun out of his control.
when his boss confronted him,
the young man could only throw up his hands at the amount of work he had

Discouraged and uncertain about what to do
the young man once again went to visit his friend the old man

"how are u?" the old man asked
" i dont understand," the young man replied.
"i've been fully immersed in The Present

"I have worked at drawin from the past,
without dwelling on past regrets
"yet i cant handle anything. maybe the job is too big for me"

The old man nodded " yes u are learning from The Past,
and using these elements to improve the present
i could sense u are more appreciative of the world around you
so, you are making great progress."

" However, what u havent grasped yet is the importance
of the third element.....
The Future

Saturday, November 22, 2008

the time that is

Anytime you are unhappy in The Present
or feeling unsuccessful,
it is time to learn from The Past
Or plan for The Future

"only 2 things can rob u of the joy of The Present:
ur negative thoughts abt the Past,
Or ur negative thoughts abt The Future...

The young man said," so, anytime i feel something is interfering with
my anjoyting The Present and doin well,
that is the time to look at the Past and learn from it.

"yes," the old man replied

The young man asked," y is it a good time to learn when
i am feeling something negative?

"because u can use your feelings to teach u."
the old man answered.

"the best way i know of is to ask yourself 3 questions
and answer them as honestly and realistically as u can:

"what happened in the past?
"what did i learn from it
"what can i do differently now?"

"the good news is the more u learn from the past
the fewer regrets u hv
and the more time u hv in The Present

before he left the young man made several notes

look at what happened in The Past
learn something valuable from it
use what u learn to improve the present.

You cannot change The Past,
But u can learn from it.
When the same situation arises
u can do things differently
and enjoy A more successful Present

Thursday, November 20, 2008

to let go

The old man said," perhaps this will help:
It is hard to let go of the past IF u hv not learned from the past
As soon u learn and let go , u improve the Present...

May of the people who had the most the most difficultis were worried
about the mistakes they had made,
or about the mistake they were afraid they might make,

some were angry about something that had happened to them in the past,
some learned from it and led a better life...

The ones who were doin well, concentrated on their work at that moment
they make mistakes like everybody else,
BUT they were able to learn from them, let go,
and move on
And they did not talk as much about what was wrong....

many people aoid lookin at the Past,
because they do not want o be troubled by it.
they say things like,
"My past experiences brought me where i am today..."

they dun ask themselves where they would be today IF
they had looked at their past experiences,
and learn from the things that didnt go well

When u do not use your feelings about the past to learn from
your experiences, u lose the joy of The Present
Once u have truly learned from The Past,
It is easier to enjoy The Present

The young man was confused.
He asked, " when should I be in The Present,
and when should I learn from The Past?"

"That, is a good question,"
replied the old man.

You might find this useful:

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

As the story goes

The young man broke into a smile. It was so obvious!
he took a deep breathe and relaxed
he looked around the cabin and appreciated it in a whole new way

Then the young man knew The Present means focusin on wad is happening right nw
The next week at work,
he sat down to finish a project that had been hangin over his head
then he remembered to use what he had learned.

he took a moment to be in the Present.
He took in a deep breath, looked around him
and appreciated what was right now !

He realized he may not hv been promoted, but he still had his job
and he had a gd workin environment that was fairly quiet and organized
He realized it was all too easy to forget wad he had right now

However,juz when he thought he knew how to be in The Present
a problem arose
The difficulty began when he was workin with someone else on a project

The other ppl made little effort,and offered few ideas
rather thn talkin to the person abt pullin their weight,
the young man took on the work himself
before long, he had fallen behind
then he missed a deadline.....

He wondered wad would the old man do in the same situation.
uncertain, he returned to talk with the old man.

it seems that every now and then
the young man was still thinkin of the promotion he didnt gt,
and he had no idea y he was havin such hard time letting go of that...

The old man said, " Perhaps this will help:

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Alright.... i know most of u must hv figure out wad the present is....
The Present is not the past and it is not the Future.
The present is the Present moment!
The present is now!!

And i know some of u think that the story has ended...
lol dun be surprised becoz
i had only summarised 1/3 of the whole story!

well i will, continue the story XD but not today..... hah

For the past 1 week i hv to say...
its been really tough....
especially yesterday and today
knowin that add maths is on comin tue,
not to mention that add maths has been one of my weakest subj.....

its really frustrating

So...... i may hv gone a lil bit too bored

......
LOL


um.... i wont be writin abt my daily routine till spm over
coz its practically the same anyway....
but.... i will be writin the continuition of The Present ;D

till then cya XD

Saturday, November 15, 2008

The Present

and it goes....

He took long walks and reflected on his life.
"why isnt my life like the old man's?" he wondered....

the old man had a strong and lovin family,and many loyal friends
who often came to see him
he had a wonderful sense of humour and wisdom...
most of all,there's a calm about him that the young man had rarely encountered

The day grew dark and the young man hurried back to the cabin
once inside, he lit a fire to ward off the chill.
he noticed something he nvr seen before...

As he stared at the fire,he became aware of the cabin's great fire place
for the first time..
As the young man marveled at how extraordinarily well built the fire place was,
he thought abt how the mason must hv felt as he worked.

The young man could tell by lookin at the masonry that
he must hv concentrated on nothing else but the task at hand

What was it the old man had said?
"to find The Present,think of the times when you were happiest,and most successful."

The young man gazed at the inside of the cabin.He stared again into the fire
At that moment he wasnt thinkin abt the past.
and he wasnt anxiousabout what might happen in the future

He simply appreciated where he was, and what he was doin.
Then he smiled. He realized he felt good
He was simply enjoyin wad he was doin.
He enjoy being in the present moment...

In a rush, it hit him. Of Course!!

Friday, November 14, 2008

Story shalll continue

continuition....

As the teen grew into a young man he resolved to find the Present on his own.
he read megazines, newspaper and books, he even scoured the internet.
on top of that he traveled far and wide seekin answers from every1 he met.
After awhile he became so tired that he simply gave up his search.

Eventually,the young man took a job workin for a local company.
to those around him he seemed to be doin well enough
but he felt that something was missing...

After a while the young man realized he had become unhappy.
he thought he worked hard and that he did wad he was expected to do
however he found himself floundering
his life seemed to be a series of loose ends,unattained goals and dreams.

Finally he was so dissatisfied wif his life and work,
that he knew he had to talk to the old man.

As he meet the old man, the young man realized how much he liked to be wif him
He wondered y the old man seemed more alive than most other ppl...
wad was it that make him so special?

The old man noticed the young man's lack of energy and bovious unhappiness
and suggested him to take some time away for a break

Followin the old man's suggestion,the young man accepted a friends offer
to spend some time at his cabin in the mountains.
Alone in the woods,the young man found things moved at a slower pace
and life looked different

thats all for today.....
cant write too long cant i?
The story shall continue Tomorrow!!

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Salvation!!!!

lol, i know... i got a little carried away there....
hv no idea y i juz said that?
hehe, well today i had done my maths (haha) and the comin paper is on next TUE XD
that means i gonna hv a few days break!!! silly aint i? =.=

Although its juz a few days break...
but knowin i get to chill for a lil bit really makes me.........
i dunno.....
happy lol
GUEss how i would react after spm :)

hm... let me see now...
so far, bm bi mth SEJ!!!!! is out of the picture hahah
comin up next add maths eeekk!

OKAY....
back to the story __ THE PRESENT__

After the boy met the wise old man....
they part away.
Time passed and the boy grew into his teens,
As he grow,he became more and more dissatisfied
He had hoped he would be happier as he grow older.
but things didnt turn out the way he wanted,

In his impatience,his thoughts drifted back to his talks wif the old man
and he found himself thinkin more and more abt the promise of The Present.
He approched the old man again and asked,
"is the Present something that will make me rich?"
"yes ,in a way it can" the old man told him...
"The Present can lead u to many kinds of riches.
but its value is not measured in gold or money alone...

Unfortunately,the teenager did not take the time to reflect on wad he had juz heard
instead he became more impatient.
"y dont utell me wad The Present is and where to find it?" the boy asked
"i would like to ,but i do not hv such power" the old man responded
no 1 can find The Prsent for some1 else.

The Present is a gift u give to urself.
ONly YOu hv the power to discover wad it i....
The teen was disapointted with the answer,
and left the old man

Now ... maybe some of u may hv guessed wad The Present is
and some of u dont,
but i hv to stop here LOl

I'll continue tumoro heHe
NItez....

Monday, November 10, 2008

Let the Battles begin!!

hhaaahaha,well tumoro's the day i've waited so looooooooooooooooooonnnng... ( lol not really)
everythin will come to an end soon XD (20 days and COUNTIN!)

Am so nervous right now,evry1's sendin wishin messages like mad lol
to be frank, i dun think im ready for it despite all the readins i've done
but.... wads done is done
too late for any changes to be made now....

gr.... so tense!! =.=
i guess i should slp early today, dun wanna get mess up tumoro XD
i haven pack my bag either lol

so long for now....

Oh yea,abt the story ->THE PRESENT
will write the continuition of the story on thursday XD
till then, keep guessin ya...XD (sry wee han lol)

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Another day, another hustle

actually there were'nt too much hustles today hahaha
but... everything seems so tense..
i could smell those exam sheets now , bleah
2 days to go and everythin has'nt been how i would've expected....

i read a book today that i find quite interesting abt...
its called THE PRESENT
its actually a story....

there's this boy 5 years of age, who listened to a wise old man
they've known each other for quite some time,
and they enjoyed talkin to each other...

One day the old man said," it is called simply The present because,
of all the present u receive,
u will find this present the most valuable 1 of all

the boy replied," wow i hope some1 gives me The present someday.
Maybe i'll get it for my birthday."

the old man smiled :D
he wondered how many birthdays would pass be4 the boy realise the
Value of The present....

Guess wad The present is..... XD

Friday, November 7, 2008

Fatigue

i would say today was 1 of the hottest day i encountered over the last 2 months.
i could've got stroke if i stayed a moment longer under the sun durin assembly....
i guess it couldnt be help since it was the last assembly + speech given Pn. Latifah!!! Oh yeaHH

HahaHa.... no offense but the way she held us there~~ we were sittin on the ground UNDER the sun for god sake....
oh boy....her speech was a killa lol

anyway... dam tired after i reached home.
went out for lunch,
after that.... i Slept =.= (juz too damn tired)

woke up
had a chat wif my oldest pal ---> sej text
had a chat wif my 2nd oldest pal---> add math reference book

Oh... guess wad, i will be sittin in the front row durin spm (in the Hall)
And.... on my right, guess who's sittin right next to me....
none other than EUgene ho chun waH!!! aka master of sarcasm
(sry if u hv no idea hu he is,... nah maybe not lol)

You're lookin at d master of sarcasm o.O
....

i could sense humour goin around and round even be4 the exam started =.=

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

SPM fever....

yea yea.... every1's talkin the same matter every single day at the moment...(i dun hav to mention it)
been receivin messages and phone calls,askin how's the preparation,how's this how's that yadee...yadaa....
sigh....i think im drownin....gulp...gulp... :X

im really nt used to this, sittin around at home READin =.=
i dunno when was it.... 2 years ago....?
yea i guess so, a couple of months be4 pmr was the time i really studied... ALOT
and now its happening again....
seems to me its like deja vu
oh my... lol i still rmb those silly time then..
brings back alot of memories

lol im feelin all emo right now,hm... maybe i should treat myself an ice-cream hah XD

Another day passes by.....

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

6 days left and counting...

yeap thats right, the examination is 6 days away from now.....
i can feel its startin to grow on me.....

hey let me introduce u some songs that i listen lately...

believe by staind
just dance by lady gaga feat colby
thunder by boys like girls
untouched by veronicas
all the way around by ali lohan
Bye Bye by mariah carey
false pretense by the red jumpsuit apparatus

IF u find any of these songs interestin over youtube, try and reach me via msn XD
davidnck_1@hotmail.com
i'll send it over to u ^^
dont worry i wont send u viruses

Monday, November 3, 2008

monday night laughs

hah today i had a pretty good laugh, all thx to the followin show i watched...
1) F.R.I.E.N.D.S ( i love em)
2) my wife and kids ( omg this is da killa LOl)
3)8 simple rules
4) hope and faith

yea coz of em this is the best monday i had since.... um (let me see =.=) yea... since OCT!!

despite all the movies and stuffs, todays school was a total f*ck

i was suppose to return all the texts to the officials,well at least that's wad i hope for.
i stayed up late the night be4 juz to get all the texts ready to get rid off (except a few of em)
i had to carry em all the way from my house to my class ( sounds alot of work =.=)
and guess wad......
they got REJECTED ...
coz i didnt wrap it.... holy shyyte ( i guess thats my fault then)
still i insisted to hand it over coz it wont cause much troubles anyway...
but NO.........
i hv to wrap em unless im willin to pay rm2 for each of those unWrapped texts ( bullshyt like thats gonna happen)
Bottom lines, i reached home with the same no. of texts i left with.
wad a total waste of effort zz

Sunday, November 2, 2008

minutes to go

time passes by real quick, its nov ald and i hardly recall anything from oct.
not to mention that my examination is 8 days from now and counting...

well today was all studyin as usual, almost tear sej text to pieces....
anyway i wont be seein it after tumoro.

oh btw... i had my hair cut ald. its like takin weight off my mind.
out of sudden i feel moody right now,maybe its becoz im listenin to emo songs..

sigh... something doesnt feel right.
i think i better head to bed right now... im worn out.=.=

minutes to go till midnight....

Saturday, November 1, 2008

second thought

i used to be a fanatic over this online game~ maplestory
i got too hooked up till a point where i couldnt care less whether i get enough slp or not..

well after a year+ gettin hooked up on that game, i realised it doesnt worth my time anymore,so i wouldnt mind handin over my "treasure" (game's treasure) to one of my pals.

hm... today he sent me a msg sayin that he lost the " treasures " that i handed to him be4, i was surprised of coz by the time i receive his msg. but soon, i felt no more than sorry for those lame gamers....

im glad that i felt that way, becoz... back in those days i wouldnt be able to slp if anything goes wrong wif my character ( in game) . and..... i may end up havin arguements wif my pal here.
so im really glad it didnt turn out that way....

oh and um...after some time i got the msg.... i hv finally decided to get a HAIR cut!!!! hah, i went to the barber shop situated 5 mins bike ride away from my house :X

by the time i got there, i take a look at the mirror (there r lots of big mirrors there ;D) i was shocked.....!!!

somehow or rather my hair looked terribly .... good Lol ( i think its becoz of the wind blown towards me when im biking XD)

well, sean ( the barber) told me that i hv to come some other day coz he's closin shop ( it was 9 pm haha)

after i reached home,i hesitated if i should take a hair cut
and now i hv a second thought....